How Roy Rogers found God
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Classics: Roy Rogers on Finding Faith
In this
story from March 1953, the beloved cowboy star reveals how his wife, Dale
Evans, patiently but persistently invited him to know God. During the 1940 and 1950s he was the biggest cowboy star in Hollywood known as The King of the Cowboys.
Roy Rogers (born Leonard Slye) moved to California in 1930, aged 18. He played in such musical groups as The Hollywood Hillbillies, Rocky Mountaineers, Texas Outlaws, and his own group, the International Cowboys. In 1934 he formed a group with Bob Nolan called Sons of the Pioneers. While in that group he was known as Leonard Slye
What’s wrong
with a guy who isn’t scared when he nearly breaks his neck filming Western
pictures, but gets the shakes when he has to make a simple speech? For years I
asked myself this question.
I was shy
from my boyhood days when we lived on the Ohio River in a three-room houseboat
built by my father. Our family–Mother, Dad, and three sisters–later settled on
a farm outside Portsmouth, Ohio. Dad worked in a shoe factory, while my sisters
and I helped Mother run the farm.
We kids went
to a one-room schoolhouse, which was just an even hundred yards from the
Baptist Church. I know because we measured it and discovered it a perfect
distance for a foot race.
Our shoes
came off after the last snow and didn’t go on until fall. To toughen our feet
in the spring, we ran barefoot races from school to church over a course of
tough corn stubbles. My feet grew skin an eighth of an inch thick on the
bottom.
By the time
I was ten I could call a square dance and play the guitar. But to get up and
talk before a class, or just a few people, would make me take off across the
cornfields.
I earned a
dollar a week by ploughing corn on neighborhood farms, later quit school and
went to work in the shoe factory to help out the family finances. When the
family went to visit my sister in California, I fell in love with the far West.
I drove a
gravel truck in Lawndale, California for a while, then during the depression
took any kind of job. I helped build a state highway from Newhall to Castaic,
later joined the “Okies,” and picked peaches in the California fruit orchards
described in “The Grapes of Wrath.”
During my
spare time I practiced on my guitar, hoping that some day I could make a living
as a musician and a singer. Three of us formed a musical trio called the Texas
Outlaws, but it was rough going. Often the three of us lived in one room, where
sleeping was done by unique arrangement of daybed, couch and chair. In our
travels we often had to go out and shoot rabbits to live. Roy became one of the Sons of the Pioneers singing group.
Then, as
often happens to a guy who wanders into Hollywood, I had a lucky break, got a
spot in a picture and my film career started. When my wife died during the
birth of our third child, I was faced with a demanding career and the
responsibilities of raising three fine children.
The story I
want to tell begins several years later. Dale Evans, a film star in her own
right, and I had been making pictures together for many years. With the
unanimous approval of my children, we were married on December 31, 1948.
We hadn’t
been married but a few days when she started one morning with “It’s a beautiful
day to go to church!”
Now I wasn’t
a stranger to churches. I just hadn’t time to get acquainted with very many
because of other things I preferred doing. “Honey, I’ve gotta go see Joe Miller
this morning,” I said quickly. “Why don’t you go ahead without me?”
This was the
first excuse I could think of, but with more advance warning I could have done
much better. Dale fixed a firm eye on me, and I knew her nimble mind was
working overtime.
She let me
get away with it the first time, but going to church soon became the most
important thing there was to do on Sunday.
One night
before going to bed I noticed a new book on my reading table. “Where did this
come from?” I asked, picking up a copy of the Bible.
“Since you
lost your old one, I bought it for you this morning,” Dale said brightly. She
knew that I knew I never had a copy of the Bible, but what can you do with a
woman whose mind is made up!
Grace before
meals became a regular thing. Cheryl, Linda and Roy, Jr., (the three children
of my first marriage) were quick to take a part. Dale introduced a type of
Grace where everyone said a sentence prayer.
I would
squirm in my chair a little, hoping they wouldn’t notice me. So it went around
the table, then “Why don’t you say something, Daddy?” Linda piped up.
Dale, God
bless her, is the smartest and most loving woman in the world. She didn’t press
me; but she never lets go of an idea she thinks is right.
Later, when
I tried to explain my feelings to Dale, she would say, “The Lord gave you many
talents, Roy. Some you use well for yourself, but there are some you haven’t
developed at all for Him.
"If you
could learn to let God speak through you, honey, you could make a good speech
every time–and not die doing it.”
I didn’t
know what she meant at first. To some people, religion may come in one big
emotional experience. I moved to it a step at a time: regular attendance at
church, reading a few passages from the Bible, saying Grace.
A warm
quality grew into our family life. It was a spiritual kind of love that makes
you want to do something for others.
A group of
people in Hollywood began to get together and talk about all these things,
people like Tim Spencer, Red Harper, Colleen Townsend, Jane Russell, Mrs.
Henrietta Meers, Connie Haines, Joyce Compton, Dale, myself and others. (Editor’s
Note: It is strange but some of these were members of the Hollywood Christian
group and my sister Dara was a secretary there. But there is no reference to
this group on the Internet.)
We would
meet at different homes, some of us bringing along extra chairs. There was
prayer for the problems of others; several would speak, of religion out of
their own experience.
I never had
enough education to understand theology, but when a fellow like Tim Spencer
[co-founder of the vocal group The Sons of the Pioneers] stands up before a
group like this and tells frankly how his belief in Jesus Christ helped him
change from a drunk to a hard-working citizen, then Christianity comes alive to
me.
One day I
discovered that I actually looked forward to saying the blessing at mealtime.
It may sound corny, but I could hardly wait for my turn. I began to appreciate
the wholesome things that happen in each area of life when you’re right with
God. Not that I don’t have plenty far to go.
As I said
before, Dale is a mighty smart woman. She helped bring something new into our
family life, but not at the sacrifice of other things we enjoyed, like outdoor
sports. We still like to ride, fish, hunt and camp out.
The biggest
triumph came when I used Dale’s suggestion about speaking in public. The
occasion was like many others. The music part I handled without any fear, but
when it came time to say a few words, I felt the same old nervous symptoms.
Then I
closed my eyes for just a moment and said silently, “Lord, I’ll just make a
mess of things on my own. Help me to relax a little so that what I say to these
people will really mean something.”
I started to
talk and found myself saying things I’d never said before. And they came out as
naturally as though I was just standing there and someone else was talking.
From that time, I’ve never had more than the normal amount of nervousness.
Somehow it
doesn’t make any difference now whether the group is simple farm folk or
sophisticated New Yorkers, the things I try to say are the same.
At the Rodeo
in Madison Square Garden last fall, I took the opportunity at every performance
to reply to a letter I received from a boy who asked, “Is it sissy to go to
Sunday School?”
Now there
was a question I really enjoyed answering.
“It
certainly is not,” I said. “Going to Sunday School and Church is one of the
greatest privileges we have. I only wish I had been smart enough to know this
earlier in my life.”
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